Chrissies Secret Life
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Crossdressing Writers Club Entry By Chrissie.
My first experiences of cross dressing on my own started when I was 11 years as I started puberty, I saw my mum in her underwear one day and had to understand what feelings I was experiencing. While she was out shopping, I went through her drawers and found her underwear and had a strong urge to wear them. The turn on I felt was incredible and so the confusion began. Still I kept wearing them whenever I could and eventually I got caught and was asked if I fancied boys. I replied ‘no’ as I didn’t want a lecture or the response I was expecting. When my brother and I were about 7 years old we dressed in dressed and a photo was taken by our mum, but all that happened then was we all laughed.
I stopped for a while, and then when I moved in with my girlfriend 10 years ago, I started then to go through her things, finding sexier lingerie, I even brought her a few pairs of underwear as a gift, but I noticed she never wore them. So while she went out shopping, I started dressing up in them and trying to find loose fitting skirts and admiring myself in the mirror. I began to feel dirty, as well as being dishonest, going through my partners things.
The next partner I moved in with changed the whole world for me. I still went through her lingerie drawer as normal, but started showing myself on cam on an adult dating web site and noticed the responses I got from guys and even surprise when I saw TV’s for the first time. I then realized of course there was help out help and people to talk to, but the help came from an unexpected source. My girlfriend at this time noticed something was amiss with in our intimate moments and mentioned if I would like to wear a pair of her underwear.
Besides being shocked that she guessed correctly, I was at first embarrassed to give an untruth answer as this turned me on or even the true answer, because I thought it would be the end of us, being with a freak and that she wouldn’t want me and even tell everyone about me. Nervously I responded yes and our relationship went from strength to strength. She scanned web site to explain the state of the affairs and after the questions of how far I wanted to take this, a sex change, dress full time or stay a closet TV.
As we used e-bay almost every day, she started checking clothes that fitted and suited me and convinced me to try and accept just one day of buying, dressing and doing full make up. Then she gave me some of her lingerie to help start my own ward robe. We went to charity and then Chrissie was born. She would find a item of clothing and ask me if ‘Chrissie’ would like this or how would ‘Chrissie’ feel in this. Next came the make up and wigs, she love the idea of being able to choose clothes for Chrissie to wear and do her make up, now we have a nice big collection of photo’s of Chrissie in various style.
We now had moved to Wales to start our lives together with Chrissie, everyday just starting wearing Chrissie sexy underwear under my male clothes, feeling insecure, slowly everyday getting more and more comfortable, buying more sexy clothes, make up. Unfortunately we separated a few years ago and returned about to the UK, but luckily we have remained friends, so I am welcome to visit her and each time she like me to become Chrissie in the evening, waiting patiently for me/her to venture outside. Only the weather has stopped me now over in Wales.
Now living back with my family, Chrissie has now been hidden, suppressed until I can move away and start my life somewhere else. At the moment I feel unable to tell my mum about Chrissie, even though I know she would accept her. Even so, I now feel happy that I have had the chance to be accepted as Chrissie and that she’s there when I need her.
Chrissie xx
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